The Six Week Blues

Hello All, The last six weeks were hectic weeks for me. I was under a lot of stress. I had many different things coming at me from all directions personally. As you may already know I have two teenage sons. My oldest son is in school pursuing a degree and wants to become a Graphics Designer. My youngest son is getting ready to start high school in August. Things have been a little stressful for me because I am in school and I find that I have to have enough strength to help keep my son encouraged while keeping myself encouraged to do well. As for my youngest son, I am having to deal with the ego that comes along with the out of control hormones that teenagers have at age 15. LOL I have also been dealing with some stress on the job. As with any job you have to adjust to the many different personalities from people you work with. It can sometimes be a challenge dealing with different personalities over the phone. My job requires me to have a pleasant demeanor because I handle lots of phone calls. Although I do a very good job at not becoming upset, not being to release what I really feel causes stress as well. I am human and I have feelings but I am also very professional. Last but certainly not least is the balance between dating and school. It is obvious that there is no choice to be made between the two. School is my priority. There is no way I would give up my dreams and fall behind in school just to have a dating life. lol It can get difficult though. I divorced 3 years ago and I now have a friend. I want to take things to the next level but I want to be sure that I am ready. I also feel that I want to have something I have never had before becoming seriously involved with someone, and that is my dream career. My friend is the best. He is very supportive and encourages me to do well. I have no doubt that when the timing is right that we will have a beautiful relationship. Even though it has been a rough six weeks, a lot of faith, positive thinking, and a whole lot of prayer has helped me overcome stress and I am at peace with my life and the direction I am headed in.